Well, the title of this post is a Coldplay song. I've become addicted to Coldplay's X&Y, as well as Brandy's Afrodisiac. They may seem quite contrary, but they actually compliment each other very well. Coldplay is Brandy's favorite band, and she references one of their songs in 'I Tried,' as well as sampling 'Clocks' in her song, 'Should I Go.'
Anyways, they both kind of fit the way I've felt lately. Not bad, not good, just kind of somewhere in the middle. Dealing, I guess.
So, today was kind of a shitty day for me. Someone I don't know randomly emailed me to tell me that Matt is talking shit on me to everyone he knows. How did he put it, oh yeah: 'spewing random little pieces of hate.' I don't know why this kid thought I needed to know. This has happened before. Matt messaged my friend Keith because he saw a comment Keith had left on my myspace page. He messaged Keith and talked shit on me. Keith told me about it, and was like, What's wrong with that kid...? I really don't know.
It's been a strange week to begin with. I've barely seen Mike and Shane. On Monday, I came home, Mike was on his cell phone, as he often is these days. I was in the bathroom, getting ready to turn on the shower, and I swear I heard Mike sobbing in his room, which is adjacent to the bathroom. He was gone when I got out of the shower.
Then, I was supposed to have a second date last night. We were gonna play pool and he was gonna kick my ass, cuz I suck at pool. However, late on Tuesday night, I got some messages saying he couldn't, and that he'd be busy until at the earliest, Monday. He gave me what sounded like a legitimate reason- schoolwork. Then I read his blog today, where I find out he's in Miami. It's really not my business, and there's probably a good enough reason. It just kind of feels like I was totally blown off, which wasn't how it felt when he told me he had lots of work to do.
Well, I'm going to Alibi this evening. It should be fun.
